Jot & forgot

Dead ends/false starts

When I die I am gonna make the invitation to the funeral look like a valley party flyer

Think of who u r in the scupture.

My heart! It's full!

Hilma of Klint

45th parallel
Where does ICarly take place

Privacy is dead for the girl

Lovelier, lonlier

Crossing to Safety. As we are now. Morning walk. Realization that dogs don't like walking. lik looking and sniffing.

Found out the queen dies from a girl telling her friend

The night is short, walk on girl
Smells
Sylvia Plath "sheep in fog"
Went with C to SW

Unethical science question!

not a matter of ethics vs. aesthetics, but of an artist's morality vs. society's morality

Most valuable possession?

Haircut
Awfully rude university student
A thousand Macys is an awful lot perhaps too many

Amalgamation, abomination

Does trust develop naturally within intimacy?

Practicality in fiction

Girl on a walk with her father at 6:30 am singing her heart out

The 17th door

Condense life of 40s Chicago into small fragments

Flatbread
fennel
dill
cold brew

Ginger
honey
kale

Putting bunny ears behind someone's head in a pic
Cantelope
polly pocket
Graphic leggings
Old people names (Lenora, Gertrude, Hugo)
saying Samuel instead of sam
Model trains/airplanes/boats
Sunburns
Raspberries on knees or elbows
Arcades
calling people "dork"


Aspiring models
flags
crew socks with logos
Grad school

Flowers coming fast
everything loose is traveling

Carry the sink into...
Keyboard courage

"I need to go smoke because I don't want to get unaddicted."

Gravitational waves boyooyoing stretch and squeeze of space time - spaghettification

Worst Fruit
S-red delicious apple
-golden berries
D-oranges
N- white dragon fruit

The social construction of a snack. Grocery stores and ethnic aisles

40
30 - unacceptable

Trauma economy
have to highlight trauma for people to care

Through line of 1800s womens' wellness (hysteria) to Paltrow/goop
MOON JUICE

I'm familiar with their work.

Blanch frozen peas add tahini + acid + herbs and mash!! Toast

Muscular Christianity - firm believers

Charge shipping fee for pdf

The beautiful flower is the world
Every time you share an image, it decays
Not so much a decay, but an abstraction

Used book store, bought two
went to farmers market. Bought hazel nuts. 1 million years; 6,000 years. Pita, pita chips
Went past a booth with the biggest tomatoes and apples I've ever seen. Chili butter

11111 alive on 10/16/2033
10000 on 10/01/2030

Folk devils and moral panic

micro metro

Remembered how exciting 10/10/10 was. Why?

Saw a truck that caught on fire on the way to class. Weird, the front was completely destroyed but the back was completely fine.
M talking about her son I. She says he's gotten taller; he is taller than the fridge. Said she would never think to have a point of reference to gauge height

High on the hog

FORK AND LOAF

Cannot wrap my head around the phrase "belive me you"

Someone graffitied "Cheri is a hooker" on the side of Aldi on N St.
Saw the black cat by the library again.

They patched over the graffiti on Aldi. No one knows about Cheri anymore.

To Do 11/17
Email T
survey
SOC 324
SOC 430
snickerdoodles

Shears
gloves
Hat

Moved worms. Congregate at the bottom of the pool, stand still, watch them squirm

Tomato paste
Dijon mustard

Left off at 232

Olive oil
canned white beans
ground ginger
eggs
butter
yellow omions

Call with N sunday
Where is the self located in the brain?br>Hail- someone put bare feet on linolium floor
accredidation
stories from Sat.

03/10/24 Ate a whole pie crust today, no filling. No regrets.

List
Radishes, 2 bunches
Asparagus, skinny
sugar snap peas
cucumber
cabbage
limes, 4
white onion
cilantro
Parsely
Scallions, 3 bunches, posole, 2

03/20/24
On 101 going to help T in clinic. Prius with license plate "101mode" A mini cooper passed on the left, had a plate that said "minirg"

Cauliflower galette, almond poppy seed cake for N

Brain is teflon for the good times, velcro for the bad

Low-fat gluten free auto repair

Bluff Trail

SUMMER BUCKET LIST
Eat at least 17 tomato sandwiches
Swim

Using everhearts def of art as process and product
-2 entry point of communication
-consume/produce
-produce, process itself, one may not agree with another's perspective but partake in process (use Roy)
Different processes/products (diversity) with same overarching goals (collective)

Black pepper, red yarn, clear gloss

Basma Alormaih prints

Cheap old aluminum thermos, top dented in, edges lost

Marconic - blend of two langs/dialects

Failure at 30

3/22
This is not miami piece of glass the weight of being a witness. Who is the witness' witness. Witness as the most passive action, as the action whose choice to commit can be to the weakest degree. Witness not as chaning the situation but situation as transformative experience for the witness. Devoured January, a sadness, rage. People in the backyard, chatter but no laughs.

Spirit of America
Massachusetts license plate

stolen valor

All bullshit no filler

parsely
sharp cheddar
bread flour
whole milk

Deciding truth as proportional to knowledge
Iceburg as part of ocean-othered but one and the same. Only awakening from extrinsic force
Limits of knowledge
Progress as ?

The dark dark
medium cool
The other people place

03/25
seeing further smells like cigs

Salty road dogs/ victory anthem

Radish lady when the sprinkler went on
let me tell you why

"cold war emo"

The truth lies in what happens with the audience rather than the story told by the performer

technical failure vs. personal masterpiece

parallel of casinos

Smith, the sphere of generosity
The artist who created it was not striving for perfection, and in not striving, it has innate perfection.

Smith, Margot Fonteyns' slippers
There is no particular reason why I am writing this; I sat down and this is what I wrote. Perhaps to remind myself, as I must, that this troubled world is not the only world. There are multiple worlds, and tonight this is one of mine. One containing beauty and mourning. A lost love, lost youth, or one's own dexterity. Now I will take a night walk with hopes for a glance of the full strawberry moon. Perhaps it will have a faded pink hue, the color of a great dancer's slippers.

Condo dancing to miles

The grain of the voice

The thingyness of the world - Murdoch and Le Guin's left hand

Look closely at the most embarassing parts and amplify them

Walser and linguistic wilderness

Justin long in every movie ever?

pine flat campground

crumble ratio
fruit
10 percent sugar
2 percent starch

Solomon
grief is depression in proprtion to circumstance
depression is grief out of proportion to circumstance

Cried often but participated!

Zucchini
tomatoes
eggplant
eggs
heavy cream
lentils>
roasted eggplant something

Spork apologist